Last night was a nightmare…

Sleep had been eluding me since past couple of days. Somehow these days, my roomie surrenders herself pretty early, to be precise, before midnight. So I am left all alone, to mull over, to pine and to give out muffled cries.

Last night, same sequence of things occured. Sometime around the wee hours that's 4:40 am, I had that sudden feeling of loneliness overpowering me. Had no one to talk to. Came out of my hole that people call hostel room, and started walking in the corridors of II floor. A very strange thing started happening to me. All the rooms were closed, but somehow they were appearing to be the tombstones, long tombstones with door handles. I looked around, the hostel appeared to be a graveyard. Scary!!

I lost my breathe, I started walking briskly. I started hearing some strange voices calling me names, blaming me. And then the same voice that had been making me miss my heart beat resounded. Full of reprimands and curses! I tightly shut my eyes. The voice didn't stop shouting. I ran towards my room, and closed the door with a bang!

Panting and struggling for a breath, I lied down on the bed. Just wanted to say something, perhaps a cursory hi or hello! Picked up phone to call, but then dropped it, realizing that it will be unanswered.

I think I slept around 8, to be woken wit a start around 8:30. Another day started dragging itself over me.